New beginnings Dec 1st'25
Hey you, I just arrived back in Canada. I decided I need a reset - a major one! So I got a job back as a ski coach in Whistler. I need to laugh again I need to prove to myself I'm still a badass!!!! So... Here we are... I left beautiful, sunny and cold and snowy Zermatt and arrived in cloudy and rainy Vancouver.... I wanna inspire you to do something yourself... for yourself.... It doesn't have to be as big as moving half way across the world but It has to be something b
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June 7th'24 6am
Morning… Have you slept a little bit? I’m pondering about my life all together these days. Yesterday, I watched few videos on painting techniques and painted for a few hours… just emerging myself into the painting. In the afternoon the demons took over and I wasted the rest of the day. Now, I’m trying to get everything ready for the day tour tomorrow. xxxx For R “I wanted to talk to you about us. I told you who I was at the very beginning. I told you I was difficult.
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June 6th'24 11am
Well, this week won’t be one of those, I’ll be proud of… or using as an example. I slept in today.. woke up into a beautiful sunny day. I finished my morning meditation and done a lot of small things I was pushing my pain aside for a while. My Ta-Da List from this morning: Now, I have a long To-Do list to finish and working on it nicely. Sounds good, right? Emotionally, I’m a mess… anger and tears… and sadness… I’m numb and I’m hurting so much. I’ve never been hurt like
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June 5th'24 6am
It’s been almost a year since I started to fall into the deep depression. It’s been almost a year since the man I loved and needed left without an explanation. At times I felt I was getting better… Not now. These last few days have been hard. My emotions are going crazy. My thoughts are darker than ever. My anger is lashing out. My heart is turning to stone… My soul is bleeding as hard as ever. Do you feel like that sometimes? More than sometimes? What do you do when it h
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