March 8th'26 Women's Day

Hey you,

I haven't been posting at all.. I've been struggling. Not the way I struggled for last two and half years. And now, on the top of everything, I'm struggling with the idea of going back. One part of me wants to go back, I have friends there and I felt home there... but what if my hell lives there too? What if I'll just fall back into the deep darkness?

On one hand, I need to get out of here. I planned a big mountaineering trip after and that is not going to happen. Why? Personal and financial struggle...

And today, I was reminded that I am strong and talented... and LOVED... by people around me... They believe in me... even though I don't believe in myself yet...

How are you holding on? Any of the ideas I wrote about helping in any way? Can you write them down?

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Here are mine:

• I wake up (almost) every morning early, work out for 20min, write for 20min and draw for 20min

• I run to work every morning (6km)

• I do at least one ski run on my morning session

• I eat extra magnesium and protein

• I make my own lunch to eat better and save money

• I'm letting go of physical things

• I'm working on my evening routine (work in progress)

Sending you hugs... YOU ARE AMAZING!!!!!